wish you were here there it is right in front of me a and b i wont do anything but analyze it anyway and still come up empty handed momentary lapse of reason i can't keep my hands out of my hair scratched some things off my to-do list i wonder if he'd give me his power balance band not the right color anyway i thought you said that you said you thought i said that you thought you said that fuck it i'm getting a beer they both smoke I TAKE DEEP BREATHS TOO ponytails usually look stupid on men but not him he didn't go to harvard who can i bring with me out of kindness i suppose hey let it go he doesn't like to fish no big deal so she's scared of pickles what was i thinking about two weeks ago this is all new excuses covers distractions for WHAT 10 months left motherfucker you've had me beleiving for 14 months that what you said JUST MIGHT BE TRUE where the hell is luke i've had so many chances and obviously i don't know how to do it completely incapable and it's not like it can be taught
baby i'm on fire
i wish i would've brought my chapstick i want a steak date and i dont want to talk about football he sounds just like fje when he talks my back is soft now they're all drunk and mostly just nodding where your life is meant to be good "did not know the girl. kept her long enough to rape her. can we talk tonight?" if you can't be good at least be arbitrary a and b are gone a might get arrested he skips over a lot of the questions they're all working too busy for me "i am forgiven. my sins are under the blood. whom the son sets free is free indeed!"
closing the door that probably never should've been opened.
how much louder or plainer can i say it it's not about YOU i just wanted to sit on the roof by myself with 5 beers 2 of them light and smoke my cigarettes i don't give a rat's ass what YOU think you simple cornfed motherfucker don't hurt yourself.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
too long between blogs
worried sick monster in the floorboard if you took to me like a gull takes to the wind in way too deep just wanna drive king of the eyesores 17 hours and they all cut their thumbs i like clapping all the way to the trail and still dont know anything OBSESS tell the boys or dont the high school quarterback is doing the noon walk of shame after this weekends big win weekend dads driving their kids around meet me at the trail dummy instead of coffee thats probably the greatest idea ive had in a long time.
sounds like elmo is in the backyard at eli's but i can't see just finished cleaning her kitchen got to wear the purple rubber gloves (!) nobody is saying anything even though its been culled down to so few surely its obvious though not to me its been 14 months out of 24 its gotta happen within 10 months to make me believe in anything i asked him to pray for me at church this morning he didnt get the text until later shes had 37 years to talk to me and now she decides its time the lady has an elmo voice changer maybe its just a little girl calling the dogs shes probably the best friend ive ever had and i dont even think she likes me half the time thermal plaid flannel jeans boots who you callin a tomboy i think i'll wear it again today i hate change i hated it when brain keane left the band 4 yrs ago i hate that NONE of my grandparents are still alive on any of the three sides i hate that our family doesnt get together at holidays and birthdays anymore i hate that we dont eat at the table or have rules or chores or traditions we didnt even carve a pumpkin i hate my genes and the way my ass looked in those jeans yesterday three red balloons was worth it i guess
TO DO: paint sign for jane bring shirt catalog find packaging/envelope ideas hobby lobby michaels hobby lobby coast guard??? mani/pedi SOC 15 days - isnt that a song? maybe 16 days austin collins 22 hours 11 months
ugh it only lasted 11 months and it was 4 years 5 years? ago right now early november the funerals they even gave ME a rose to place on the casket she put cheese on glazed donuts and called it cheese toast she paid for their college he made me memorize the books of the bible and rewarded me with a purple stuffed elephant he built a life size cradle with his own two hands for a child he asked me to kill all the dogs are barking sometimes when the dogs are barking i think the baby is crying the hellwegs are way cooler than the shifletts if i still had that camper...
sounds like elmo is in the backyard at eli's but i can't see just finished cleaning her kitchen got to wear the purple rubber gloves (!) nobody is saying anything even though its been culled down to so few surely its obvious though not to me its been 14 months out of 24 its gotta happen within 10 months to make me believe in anything i asked him to pray for me at church this morning he didnt get the text until later shes had 37 years to talk to me and now she decides its time the lady has an elmo voice changer maybe its just a little girl calling the dogs shes probably the best friend ive ever had and i dont even think she likes me half the time thermal plaid flannel jeans boots who you callin a tomboy i think i'll wear it again today i hate change i hated it when brain keane left the band 4 yrs ago i hate that NONE of my grandparents are still alive on any of the three sides i hate that our family doesnt get together at holidays and birthdays anymore i hate that we dont eat at the table or have rules or chores or traditions we didnt even carve a pumpkin i hate my genes and the way my ass looked in those jeans yesterday three red balloons was worth it i guess
ugh it only lasted 11 months and it was 4 years 5 years? ago right now early november the funerals they even gave ME a rose to place on the casket she put cheese on glazed donuts and called it cheese toast she paid for their college he made me memorize the books of the bible and rewarded me with a purple stuffed elephant he built a life size cradle with his own two hands for a child he asked me to kill all the dogs are barking sometimes when the dogs are barking i think the baby is crying the hellwegs are way cooler than the shifletts if i still had that camper...
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